long time

been a while..

no its been a long time haha. when was my last blog entry here? i dont even remember.

anyways its been long because i dont know what to tell or write on my blog. although i have lots of thoughts and lots of emotional speeches running through.. i just cant say it or write in here.. maybe i dont find the words to use or how am i going to put it in here.. in short i cant express it with my words.. it wont slip on my tongue..(buit its on my mind)

but i missed this.. i so missed blogging.. i so missed sharing my thoughts..

and i end it here..

question is..

when will be the next time i would enter a blog here

hope its sooner

:0

My HS Bests

My Highschool Bests!

Last december 20 we had the annual get together with my HighSchool bestfriends and it was so far the best. well i think every year that we will have our get together it IS ALWAYS THE BEST. maybe because Ace was there hahaha. He's been out for what? four years absent in our get together? hmmmm anyways sulit naman eh since he brought his loving wife, Michelle and super duper cute son, Lance...awwww

Saglit lang sila pero masaya naman kasi sa wakas nakasama namin siya hehehe...naabutan pa siya ni Raine kaya ang saya.. We just talked about our HS days. Our kulitans and our previous get togethers and siyempre our ever first get together sa tagaytay which is after graduation nung 4th yr highschool year 2008 hehehe ang saya talaga. Then Tita Cynthia(mOther Of JC) keep on telling us na few years more there would be playground na daw sa haws nila since we will brought our kids na hahaha tawanan na lang ang sinagot hahaha. Around 4 ata umalis na sila Ace at kami nagtuloy na lang sa pagluto ng mga food hahaha. Gumawa kami ng chocolate hotdogs? with marshmallows...hotdogs...Salads..Chocolate as it is and yan yan (breadsticks dip on chocolate) hahahha and few carlo rossi hahaha tawanan pa rin kwentuhan, kulitan, picture picture at kwentuhan ulit hahaha ang saya talaga.

Every Year talaga this is one thing ive been looking forward to. Yung makasama ko sila hehehe

weeeee!!

1st pic - Ace( youngest in the tropa) and his wife Michelle and baby Lance with tita Cynthia (MOM ni JC) our 2nd mother haha aside from Ms.Sol.

2nd Pic - fr. left - JC, me, Tita Cynth, Joycey, raine, Kareen (GF of Exzur na friend na rin namin) and Exzur. hehehe Sayang wala si Belle..GF naman ni JC wee.
Haws ito nila JC as always dun kami tumatambay talaga or nag-ge-get together hehehe

Love you All Guys!!
:)

JBMARCHE

wow! before we are just the plain Marche but now we have three added guys..mga kababata din namin hehehe and siblings din ng 2 ka-MArche..hays..it is so nice to have great childhood bestfriends..because weve known each other for so long that we feel so weird when we talked of our kids years hahaha. laughing there and out and been juggling up memories that were really nice and fun. 2 sa JB MARCHE wala sa ngayon thats why we are all missing them. ONe is in Negros having his missionary and the other is in singapore taking her OJT.. halos magkasunod din silang umalis so it was really sad to know and were surely miss them 100% but we know its a good opportunity to them and they did want it. so? syempre support them hehehe..

anyways ..ayun just want to share something about mny childhood bests..

SOAR HIGH JARED and REGAN!

hehehe

1st pic:left - me with Jared

2nd pic right - maisie, Jet, me and Celyn
3rd pic: me, cel, maisie and sid (bong)

4th pic: The MARCHE -(from left) Maisie,Apol,Regan,Me (Chialms),Hecelyn and Elaish

* i think ill be posting few blogs again about my bestfriends hehehehe

Highschool and Pharma
hehehe

im starting to like this guy

I love this pic so much this is why i got a crush on him hahaha

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im starting to like this guy hahaha
few years back i first saw him on the cheaper by the dozen 2

and i quite didnt like him.

maybe because he has this angst in his personality i think

and i love alyson stoner and seeing him in the movie (evethough its just acting)

i dont like him for her hahaha

anyways ive seen some of his movies before and still im not that impressed

about him and everything

then came last year or last last year im not sure my bestfriends

dragged me in to watch the movie Twilight i was not really intersted really (until now, quite)

and me my friend burst into saying "Lautner?!" i said " SharkBoy?!" elaisha said then her sister just go with "huh?" to us. We both smiled and we just continue to watch.

on going the film...i commented "hmmm..he's adult now huh...he's tall!" then quiet again and after that i mean the film i think almost all of my friends were crazy about twilight edward-Bella-Jacob fans. whew i still didnt like the idea of taylor lautner as a man hahaha but i find him cute as Jacob it just suits him right anyways..after years new moon is coming and i found few pics of him again.

But there are changes i think i was a late bloomer i think hahaha right now i find taylor lautner sooo...sexy and attractive hahaha. Oh well tables turned quite a while now hahaha. I doint know it just clicked! And i love now the idea of Him being teamed up with Alyson stoner! What the! Okay okay im liking this guy now.. I think im gonna watch the movie because of him (still not a fan of twilight sorry) maybe yes maybe not im not really sure but i have one thing for sure. Taylor lautner just caught my attention now hahaha

weeee! wink wink

felt like crying

i felt like crying

but i don't really want to

it just makes me feel so

WEAK

Damn this feeling!

how many times have i done these?

I mean its not new..

its not fucking new!

but i felt like crying and sobbing

every time i thought of that

i just cant

i just cant help it..

these emotions keep on pestering me

keep on pushing me

keep on making me feel like this

make me feel so vulnerable

and Weak

and I HATE IT!

I know its easy to cry like that

its easy to make your tears flow

but the hardest thing is

you keep on tearing

with the same and same reasons at all

I know this is so lame to share

but i really do feel so plain now

Plain? no...maybe numb

feel so numb

i felt like crying but i dont want to

or i just cant now..

i dont know of the two..

or im just ignoring evrything

and feel like i was tough?

hmmm...

crying?

i still felt like it

right now..

but...

i just dont know...

i Can do what you can do

I hate it when people tend to criticize me as nothing
maybe i am but not that rough please ...
i can do other things too. I know im not that super skilled
but i am also not that flank!
WTF! damn those people thought me as really nothing
because i am useful in some ways.
And Please!! i can do other simple things that you think i can't do it
Damn! i can do it maybe not really talented with it but i can do it!
Don't give me that shit that "you-dont-know-what-you-doing" face to me
because i can do it maybe in other way or whatever
But I can!
I REALLY CAN!

nakakabaliw ka

ilang days din kitang di nakita
tapos bigla ka na alng susulpot out of nowhere
kaya di ko tuloy alam kung anong reaction ang dapat
na gawin ko.
Kaya ayun nang makaalis ka na..
dun ko lang na-realize
shit kaw pala yun!
ayun..nalokah na lang ako
pag inaabangan kita wala ka
pag wala lang dun ka susulpot
hehehe
kaya nalolokah ako sayo eh
grabeh!